the first love ♡ ♡ ♡

I want to love like God does. The first love. That one that never changes and you never forget.
But lately, it seems that I've been stuck in a judgmental rut towards myself and others. When I was reading my book and people blog last night, I was humbled greatly. I need to focus on my own shortcomings, not others. My expectations of myself are very high, and I'm not even sure why, but to some extent, I extend that to the people around me, leaving me disappointed and frustrated.
I'm not patronizing or looking down on others though. It's not that. It's just egocentrism where I think that if I'm this way, so is everyone. I keep forgetting that I am me, and others are different.but God, oh that Man.. just loves unconditionally. and no matter how super nice, patient, and kind people think I am. I still know myself  and I want to love like it's the first time, every time.Imagine what we could do if we just loved unconditionally. That doesnt mean we don't get angry or unhappy. We just love.. them in the end. Always. That would be nice :)) 
by faten lyana :))